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Friday, December 25, 2009

i wrote at 4:51:00 PM for you.

HOHOHO~~~
Merry Christmas to all my friends and second family ppl.
Hope you enjoy listening to Christmas carols(WHich i hate),and hope you dont g out cause its freakingly crowded.

Went to Vivo.
The people are like so damn alot,and we had a hard time walking through the crowd.
Went out and saw the Universal Studios!!!
Cool sia.
Took pics with phone,i love the roller coaster!!

Found something very childish.
Was taking pics beside the Chip and Dale thingy.
Cause i found it rather cute.
And i saw ppl staring at me..zzz
I went to this restaurant and eat.
Then i saw 2 of my pri sch tr,and one nygh tr(not sayin who)..
And Mr.T was like: Are you Jiayue?
Me:Omg..Mr.T,(lol),yeah.
Mr.t:Long time no see(singlis),how have you been(so standard)
Me:Fine(standard),you come here to eat?
Mr.t:yeah(like damn obvious)..
-conversation ended-

Dint bother to say hi to the nygh tr,cause she dint see me so i dontwant to interrupt.But its kinda cool why trs like to go Vivo so much.
I DONT LIKE VIVOCITY!!!
So messy,always get lost one.
Too crowded and noisy.
Too few shops,rather go ION.Somemore Vivo damn far from my house.
LOL.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND ADVANCED NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

i wrote at 3:53:00 PM for you.

Today is CHRISTMAS EVE.
I dont feel it at all.
I feel damn bad.
Really tired,cause yesterday did a night of reflections.
Today is a terrible day.
I still cannot preoccupy myself.
And not thinking abt her.
ARGH>>>This is what happens when you treat someone too closely.
Things like these will happen.

Btw,i just cut my fringe,now it looks weird.Like my fren said she dint recognise me when i was walking.
But she said i looked cute.
Cheryl said i look like China doll.
NO!!!
okay..i no mood to post.
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

i wrote at 6:06:00 PM for you.

Just ended CO.
So damn tiring. I want to sleep liao.
Yesterday whole night never sleep.
Was doing relection and self thought.
Self thought is quite cool.

Anw,today dazu was SOOO COLD!!
Kays..then played Su Bei(as usual).
And dazu was damn funny.
Something really funny happened.
LOL.
Xiao zu was damn tiring.
Hong Qi was so tiring..
Cheryl was like CHAO HIGH..cause she was thinking abt her Hong Ki.
LOL.
Then halfway her finger bleed.
LOL.
And there was blood.
Like that was damn common to me.
LOL.
But everyone was omg-ing..
Cheryl was damn shocked dao..first time i think.
Puilin and Carina very funny,they were like advisors of Wang jia,then keep telling her how to demo.
As in they were demo-ing.
Very funny..
Then i was busy sms-ing Huiyuan,cause i was really sian of Hong Qi.
Although i totally suck in it.
Wanna prac my Diploma prac song but my nice erhu not with me.Sigh.I plan to bring new erhu on thurs..cause i really love my new erhu!!!
But i scared got any accident or something.
Sigh.

I totally dont look forward to this thurs and fri.
Will be like damn emo and sad.
I will miss someone badly.
And somemore fri is Christmas..
Blehs..
Its a day where i will miss 3 ppl ALOT ALOT ALOT.
Remember all the times i spent with them.
Now they are gone..i still cannot acknowledge the fact.
And 24 dec is a where i say farewell to someone.
Someone really important to me,someone who brings joy to my life.
Bring happiness to my life.
Make me see the bright side of my life,
and one who will support me.
I think i gonna breakdown on those 2 days..
like severly..
Cause the pain in my heart is too deep.

Gtg,Its 22 Dec today.
2 more days to sorrow.

Monday, December 21, 2009

i wrote at 10:46:00 AM for you.

Helo ppl!
Today is monday..boringzz.
I feel like sleeping but i cant.
zzzz.
My tagboard is like damn freaking dead.
Someone come revive it!!

Yesterday,everything went out great except when i went home.
Great.
Went for erhu lesson!!
Damn cool sia..my tr was like your erhu so nice,the sound so bright,the bridge so good.LOL.Keep praising my erhu.
MUAHAHA.
Im happy.
But the prac song is like uber super chao hard..
the ba3 wei4 all diff sia,then i also fainted playing it.
SO HARD!!
Now i noe why its called DIPLOMA!!!
Then my tr as like you see liulang so hard..
then i yah..cannot sightread.
Then he say he dunno some parts also..
LOL.
All the score's fault!!
So unclear one.
I must g listen to recording then see whether correct or not.
HAIS.

Aft tt went to watch Avatar..
VERY NICE MOVIE!!!
The characters..the plot,the setting.
Everything was so beautiful
ABIT TOO LONGGGGG..
I almost fell asleep cause i was too tired.
The seat very comfortable.
HEHE.
Then i heard someone snoring in the middle of the movie.
WASTE MONEY!!!

Then we went to action city to buy present..
FOR SOMEONE!!!
HAHA..bought this BLACK colour apple-shaped MUSIC AMPLIFIER..
Then the apple can stretch out,then can change colour.
I bought it for tt SOMEONE cause SOMEONE has an IPHONE.
LOL.
SO IT MATCHES>>>
^-^
And i also bought something tt can SQUEEZE>>>>ITS CUTE!
Spent quite alot on the present itself..plus the packaging also.

In conclusion,yesterday was a fun day!!
Today chao boring..cause later tuition sia.
Then tomo whole day CO>>looking forward!
I think i giving the present tomo..
Hmm..
Scared thurs cannot see the SOMEONE.
Kays..
4 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!!!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

i wrote at 10:44:00 AM for you.

Halo ppl.
Today is Saturday,and tomo is SUNDAY!!!
Which means that my first erhu lesson of DIPLOMA is starting!!
Damn excited,nervous,i scared i breakdown lar.
Always like that one.
Yesterday was quite a bad day.
Like i heard my most hated word for a million times.
And i almost bashed someone up.

Then today is like a damn tired day.Until now i still damn tired..and getting even more tired.Not sleeping well,keep listening to my most hated word,going to faint soon...

im scared!Of tomo lesson lar,cause i scared i sightread everythingwrongly then die liao.And somemore my D-major is like damn lan,cause my yin zhun not good.Then yang guang i sightread until i dunno what im playing liao. Liulang i totally dont get it.

Im bored..everyday at home also damn bored one,then i survived with my phone.
I will die without my phone.
Its like a part of me.
Why now so many ppl go overseas?
Then my inbox like damn little liao.
Only have 50 a day.
Sigh.

Gtg,looking forward to tomo!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

i wrote at 5:07:00 PM for you.

HELO.Back from NYCO camp.NYCO ROCKS!!!
NYCO XYZ ROCKS!!
Yup,seriously,the camp was great.
Even though with all the Dazu and xiaozu,
But still,i really had fun.
I laughed like hell,cried like hell,listened to music,screamed in toilet.
Everything was just so cool.
I LOVE NYCO.
Let me now say what happened:

15 Dec,Tues.
7.30 i reach sch liao..Sally too.Luckily i dint breakdown infront of her.
Very suay,the Cello room aircon leak,then floor was rotten.Then we were there.BAD START!
Then saw LaoShi,dint bother to say hi..lol.Lunch was okay lar,except abit late,but quite okay.Aft tt had Xiaozu,prac-ed huibao with Puilin.LOL.Puilin damn funny lar..Then went to bath.We like crazy ppl lor.Cheryl,Valesha,Puilin,Carina,Me,Heng Yeng and Shi Chen take damn long time.
Then Val was singing and shouting and screaming.
LOL.
I was enjoying her voice.
Not bad.
Dinner was late,but the replacement was EXCELLENT!!Thks laoshi lor..Luckily she there..or i dont think i even get to eat dinner. :)
At night we slept at M404,in charge tr LiLaoShi again..lol.The room damn cold sia..i directly under the aircon,then my sleeping bag damn thin.Actually i dint really sleep..around 1-2 hrs only.Cause cant sleep..

16 Dec,Wed.
Nice day.Morning wake up very early..cause Cheryl sat up then i followed.Breakfast,then Dazu.Dazu ended slightly earlier,then Mrs Ee want to listen to some ppl play their huibao piece.Puilin play until damn pro.Mrs Ee say her running notes very clear,Yin Se very good.Hehe.
Of course,i lan lar.DUHH..my yi zhi hua score so lan...
After lunch was Xiaozu,then HUIBAO!!!!
We dint play as well as morning,but overall very good.The audience all DAMN QUIET!!!!They like our piece,or maybe us playing.HEHE!!Damn nervous lar..but Huibao in front part boring lor.
I like Zia's piece,the Suona and Yang Qin one.
Wang Jia one not bad.Very stable.
After tt was comments..of course,Puilin pro-er.HEHE.Congrats Puilin!
After dinner and shower,we had NIGHT TRAIL!!!
We and Heng yeng in the same group.
Damn tiring sia.
The seniors really tortured us..lol.
But very fun.
CO bonding.
Damn cool.
I LOVE NYCO!!
After night trail then sleep lor..of course i cannot sleep lar..thats the night tt i cry like hell..2 hrs...then i dint realise Puilin saw me crying.Nvm..

17 Dec,Thurs.
Morning everyone wake up damn late.Too tired i think?
After Breakfast was Xiaozu,then we prac The Erhu Ensemble piece.Very nice!!!Then i started to sightread songs again..with Puilin of course.
Then lunch,then huiBao part 2.
Percussion!!
Nice leh..although i dont like percussion..but very nice.
Then Mrs Ee said inspiring stuffs..
that inspired me.
LOL.
Reflected alot abt what she said.
Self thought and everything.
Then we had the NYCO camp montage..then break camp lor.
Sigh...i miss camp.
The most fun part was bathing..although everyone hates it,but really very fun./
I feel very shuang and free and a really laughed like hell..and not fake laughing..really i laughed from the bottom of my heart.
Very long time dont have..

Next week still have prac..then i think still have..
I dont await 2010.
Damn stressed with Erhu and studies.
Aiya..sian lar.
I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!
Fine..i shall go cope with what im facing now..omgg..
BYE.
I LOVE NYCO!NYCO ROCK!Xian Yue ROCK!!

Monday, December 14, 2009

i wrote at 10:52:00 AM for you.

HELO PPL!!!
Im back from china...
Like finally.
I got down the plane and i breathed in the SINGAPORE AIR!!!
In China,the PSI 170-190...must wear mask lor..so uncomfortable.
Anw,let me start with the first day.
Got ill treated the first day..shall not go into details with that.
These few days keep going to relative house.
Never go anywhere else.
Sigh..
HATE IT!!!
Cause i only read and read and read..
Only thing is that i bought a new ERHU!!!
Lao hong Mu one..
DAMN NICE!!!
but for CO i still using my Zi Tan one,cause my new erhu is like damn precious.
So freakingly nice..the person gave me free bow and free strings and free bridge!!YAY..i damn high lor,cause this is my only erhu that i choose myself one.The Zi Tan one is relative buy one.

Shall not talk abt CHina trip..
I sick of it.
Pics UPLOADED ON FACEBOOK!!!
Can go see if you want.

Tomo CO CAMP!!!
NYCO CAMP I MEAN.
My first time attending a School CO camp.
Looking forwrd to it.
Actually im looking forward to meeting Sally and LaoSHi and Zhi Xin..
HAHA.Use CO camp as excuse.

Okay,my diploma songs are confirmed.
无穷动（D-major），阳光照耀在塔什库尔干，流浪者之歌.Finally changing from Yi Kuang to Liu Lang. I cannot stand yi Kuang./..sightread until i vomit blood.Yang Guang and D major i sightread le...like anyhow sighread only..dunno whether correct or not.Liulang i dont bother to sightread..Listen also want to faint liao..sightread even worse.
Next yr aiming 93++..sigh.I stressed liao..This sun start lesson..hope LiuLaoSHi dont so fierce..i prac myself also can faint liao,lesson even worse.

CO camp from 15-17 Dec,then my bro coming back!!!Then must chiong erhu lesson and chiong montage and card...havent buy paper yet..sigh...

Thks Sally,LaoShi,HuiYuan,for ur continuous support to me..Making me optimistic. :]

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

i wrote at 2:34:00 PM for you.

HELO PPL.
Going CHINA from 3dec-13dec.
DO NOT SMS/CALL ME!!!!

And anw,my fever is DOWN!!!!
YAAY.
But,still having stomach flu.
Hope the person at the airport dont stop me.

Anw,my friend just bought me VANISHING ACTS!!!!
YAY!!!
Damn happy kays..
Reading Handle With Care now.
VERY VERY TOUCHING.
Pity Amelia more than Willow.
Cause i noe how it feels like.
Just realised that i havent pack alot of stuffs...

Cause im too lazy to pack.
At least this time no need bring erhu!!!
YAYAY.
Or else my erhu surely something wrong one.
Phew.

I think i confirm learning 阳光照耀在塔什库尔干 and 第一二胡狂想曲.
Dunno why diploma songs the name so freaking long.
Prac song dunno yet.
LiuLao will decide..
Hope its Wu Qiong Dong.
I love that piece.
YAYAY.

Excited to start lesson,
will hate the trip to CHINA.
OMG LAR...Pathetic.
Gonna freeze there.
Will upload the pics on FACEBOOK.
yup..gtg liao.
BYESS!!!

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO ZHIXIN!!!!LOL...senior piggy..haha.Enjoy ur b'day.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

i wrote at 9:58:00 AM for you.

Helo helo.
Im suppose to be at CO now but im having high fever + some other random illness.
So im at home suffering even more.

Yesterday went to watch 2012 ;D
DAMN NICE MOVIE!!!!
The best i've watched in my whole entire life..
DAMN COOL.
Its so amazing lar..wonder how they did it.
But everyone must go watch it!!!
Cause if you miss it,too bad.
Noah and Lily so cute lar..
And i was really sad when Gordon died..
He was actually very nice lar..

Btw,yesterday althought went to watch a damn nice movie,
yesterday was not my day.
Got humiliated in Public.
Then my mother sick.
Then the whole thing become damn stressed.
And i was also not feeling well.
Felt like puking..

Thats why now im at home.
I keep have the feeling like i wanna sleep..
Very drowsy..
And no energy,dunno why,but having stomach flu(maybe)..
OMG.
Today is December 1st and im having this alr.
First time in this month.
What a bad start to the last month of the year..

Reminder again: GOING CHINA FROM 3DEC-13DEC...
So dont sms/call me.Will be using com.]

Sunday, November 29, 2009

i wrote at 4:40:00 PM for you.

OMG.
I got a pathetic and disappointing 92/100 marks.
Almost broke down at the moment when Rachael's mum gave it to me.
Thks Rachael's mum for collecting all the results so tt we no need to queue. :]

IT WAS SOOOO TERRIBLE!!!!
HOW COULD I GET THIS KIND OF MAKRS???!!
omg lor..although improve one mark,but i really hoped at least a 93.
My goal was 94.
Fine,i shall really work hard next yr..or i will faint.

练习曲-18/20(thought i did very badly)

一枝花-36/40(VERY VERY DISAPPOINTING)

蓝花花-38/40(IMPROVED ALOT)

I cannot stop grieving over this.
And when i am,they come and start the whole damn thing again.
AND MAKING ME DIE.
Can they just stop it?! Its freakingly irritating,esp when im in a bad mood.
I cannot stand them anymore,one day i faint in front of you,then you realise ur mistake,im not going to forgive you.NEVER.

Anw,im really going to get sick..just now temperature 37.7
OMG.
Hate myself..everytime sick.
I need a place where i can rest peacefully.
NO SUCH PLACE.

Tomo watching movie...
WITH THEM.
OMG.
HATE HATE HATE IT.

Maybe im just not the type who like to be with them.
Dunno lar..im very messed up now.
DISAPPOINTING DAY AND RESULTS.
:[

i wrote at 9:56:00 AM for you.

Helo ppl.
Today is 29 November 2009,Sunday.
It is the best day in this month.
MUAHAHAHA.

CONGRATS MURONG FOR GETTING GUZHENG DIPLOMA DISTINCTION!

Anyone else got distinction? If u have,pls let me noe so tt i can congrat you.
LOL.Yesterday damn funny sia..Murong and i was keep sms-ing each other regarding what to wear today.
Then this morning i was look at my Grade 4,6,8 Erhu results...and found out tt at first im really stupid and suck alot in erhu.
AND I HATED ERHU.

LOL.So,the person who made me love and be obsessed with erhu is>>>>LIULAOSHI!!!
LOL.I over enthu liao.
Starting Diploma lessons le.
I playing Yang Guang...
HEHE.

Just realised tt next yr is a BUSYYY yr.
Cause there is NYCO concert,Sec 2 streaming,Erhu Diploma exams and National Chinese Music Competition.
OMGGGG.
FAINT.
Stressed sia..i will die lor. :]
Anw,i kinda feel feverish now..
Dunno why lar,cause i think these few days too stress and too tired liao.
GAHHH..pls dont fall sick.
Such a happy day and falling sick...damn suay.

Yesterday went to PuiLin house to prac for HuiBao.
Her mother is SOOOO NICE!!!
yup,she cook the soup so nice lor.]
My mother dont do tt kind of thing lor.
Our yi Zhi Hua like damn pro cans..
Puilin is soooo pro!!
And so cute..haha
We highlight the whole score until very colourful.
Our Synchronisation is damn PRO!!!
Yup..bet we are fated to be together to play DUET!!

LOL.I wonder what results i will get.
At least a 93 leh...I WANT TO GET 93!
Hope can hit this target.
HAHA.

Gtg liao..will blog again when i come back.
Wonder what stationery will NAFA give this yr.
:]

Saturday, November 28, 2009

i wrote at 5:42:00 PM for you.

HELO PPL!!!!!!OMG>>>>>>I GOT DISTINCTION!!!
YAYAY.
I AM DAMN HAPPY...
Cause my prac song is horrible + terrible..the examiner like still think tt i pro hor..
HAHA!!
LOL.
And my tr say tt i am one of the TOP THREE!!!
OMGGGGG.
Oh,but then not sure whether can get in High Score concert.
Not sure yet,cause they must see whether its me or the boy.
But both all my tr's students.
HAHAHAHA.
IM DAMN HIGH NOW.
I PROVED IT TO THEM!!!
YAY.
grade 6 + 8 + 9 ALL DISTINCTION!!
I DUN CARE...next yr DIPLOMA dun get distinction i bang my head on the wall and die.
HEHE.
Oh,i wanna thank some ppl now.
Thks JASON and SALLY the most...for keep supporting me and everything.
And AUNTY SAMMI,LILAOSHI,LIULAOSHI,HUI YUAN,YEE XIEN,STEFFI,CASSANDRA.
yup..tts abt it.AND THANK SHEN LAOSHI ALSO LAR.

Did i miss out anyone??
Oh ya!!THKS MURONG!!!
AND PUILIN AND CHERYL MY DARLING!!!
LOLs...gtg liao.
HYPER-ing. :)

i wrote at 9:46:00 AM for you.

OMG. I HATE MYSELF.Cannot imagine how bad i played for the prac song. IT WAS TOTALLY HORRIBLE!!!
Yup,yesterday was erhu exams..The examiner is a FEMALE!!!first time!!!I always get male examiners one lor,and they are very nice.
Not like female examiners.
Damn strict and fierce and scary looking.
And worse still,i like totally forget the prac song.
Cause In the practice room very cold,
then i loosen the bow...
then in the exam room,the room very hot.
Become my bow is damn damn loose,
then no time to tighten cause i in the middle of playing the freaking prac song,
then my bow keep hitting the erhu!!!!!
The examiner like damn pissed like tt..
Bet she think this person so lan still come and take exam.

Somemore i only play abit of prac song,then she ask me stop.
But Yi Zhi Hua was okay,and she listened to most of the parts.
LanHuaHua was GOOD!!!
yayay...but hor,why i see the examiner like sleeping like tt.
Then her legs open until damn big.

DONT DARE LOOK AT HER.
Too scary liao.
She looks very scary.
Last yr examiner so nice lor,this yr one not nice.

Anw,i dun think i get distinction,cause my prac song surely pull down alot of marks...
DIE LAR!!!!
Sure die..i dunwan get MERIT!!!
Grade 6 and 8 all Distinction leh..
I beak record lor.
Dun care,next yr must must must get distinction.
Cause or else LiuLaoShi will be disappointed.
And i will also cry to death.
HOW????

I better have mental preparation.
Incase i get a very lan score.

Dunno what to do now.
Cannot go out,cannot watch tv.
All i do is read and read.
Reading THE TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE now.
Its a nice book.
But some part i must read like thrice then understand.
And im damn bored.

Going Puilin house later,hope to update blog abt what we did.
LOL.
I changed my strings and wei tiao and bow..
COOL!!

Great..gtg now.DYING...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

i wrote at 2:07:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl.
My tagboard is so damn dead.
Someone pls TAG!!!
LOL.Im totally freaking out. TOMO IS MY ERHU GRADE 9 EXAMS!!!
Ok,i pawn CO,cause later have erhu lesson.
LAST ERHU LESSON!!
Before the horror comes..totally totally nervous.
Although i took like 3 times..BUT,still,its very freaky.
And i finally noe why NAFA is harder than NUS.
Cause firstly the standards very high,
They focus on technique and feeling.
Second thing is tt the examiners are CHAO FUNNY.
NAFA want us to laugh to death so tt i fail.
WOAH.
Seriously,last yr tt examiner(Tian LaoShi),he is damn funny.
He ask me whether the person who open the door for me is my mother or not,
and ask how many siblings i have.
Damn funny can.
Lucky i dint laugh..or else my distinction sure fly away.

This yr not sure leh..'
My confidence like not so strong.
ALL THEIR FAULT.
Then my husband tomo then come back.
FASTER COME BACK AND SMS ME!!!
There is no one supporting this yr.
Last yr LiuLao was like damn supportive.
This yr no one leh.
FAINT.

This yr PSLE top score is 290.
PRO CAN.
NYPS HIGHEST 287.
ALSO DAMN PRO.
SOOOO HIGH.
FAINT.

Im bored..going CHINA from 3DEC-13DEC.
So dont call or sms me.
Will be using com,but very seldom.

Okay,shall stop blogging.
PEOPLE TAG!!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

i wrote at 10:04:00 AM for you.

Great..they are out for the whole morning..so im free!!
Later still need to prac erhu..cause aftnoon have erhu lessons.
8 more days to NAFA exams..
My ring finger have another blister!!
omg lor..damn great..im dying alr.

Why am i the only one freaking out because of erhu exams/?
others like damn relaxed sia.
Like no one bothers tt kind.
Sigh..
i wanna make a complaint abt NAFA here.
Everytime they give the presents for the ppl whole get distinction,the present is either pencilcase or file.
Very funny.
Why ar??
Why cannot give other stuffs??
LOL.
Dont understand why.

Last yr very funny,
the MC say tt this student go bribe the examiner..
I was laughing like hell.
If he/she not to the standard,
Why bother to spend money to learn and pay for taking exams??
Very funny.

This yr chao lot of ppl taking exams leh.
Cause this is no competition.
Then everyone on exam mood.

Yesterday Gastric pain,actually tues start liao..
Then they finally brought me to the doctor.
Phew.
Luckily the doc said its okay,
But if i went later,the condition will worsen.
THEY FINALLY KNOW THE EMERGENCE!!!
Good.

Ah,got to prac erhu liao.
8 more days to torture ends.
27 nov,faster come!!!

I miss huiyuan now.
AND I LOVE MY SECOND FAMILY MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD!!
Huiyuan,Sally,Vivian,ZhiXin,Yeexien,LaoShi,LLS,Aver.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i wrote at 1:25:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl.
Blogging now.
Erms..i love the weather lor.
DAMN COLD.
LOL.
anw,just wanna vent out my anger to some ppl.
THEM lor.
wa lao,i totally hate what they are doing to me lar.
DO DAMN PISSED!!!!
Yeah,and my husband is going overseas!!!
Gosh..sigh..i no one to talk to leh.
DYING.
I WANT A SIBLING!!!
See,im dying to have a sibling.
One tt can bring me happiness,though irritating me at times,
but at least he/she can accompany me when i seat on roller coaster,
or when im emo-ing.
or when im dying,he/she can rescue me.
GAH.i envy some ppl.
Even though siblings can be irritating(or they are supposed to be)
THEY ROCK!!
my heart shatters when i see ppl with their siblings,plying.
That feeling is unbearable!!
I wana cry when i see tt.
Cause im all alone to sufer and die,
and no one cares other than my husband.
And my second family.
See,that is what i mean by all alone.
ARGH!!!

Sidetrack abit,im going to puilin's house aft erhu exams!!
YAY.
cause we need to prac for huibao.
HAHA,
See,we so enth right??
haha.im gonna bring my camera there.

Gah..gtg liao.
I HATE HOLS!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

i wrote at 2:36:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl..
Sunday is usually a very good and wonderful day..
BUT I HATE SUNDAYS!!
yeah..cause i see irritating ppl and face tt person for a long time and listen to tt person talk and crap and laugh(mock) at me.
The feeling cannot be described in words.
Gah...yesterday prac until my finger have blister..
Worse still,it burst today.
During erhu lesson.
OMGWTHdamn pain..
and they like nv see leh..still say what normal..
Sigh..
I LOVE FRIENDS EXPOSED!!
The facebook application i mean...
super funny..
Gah..still need to prac erhu later.
Tell them a million times,but of course no use.
Want to scream and shout at them.
But i just dint do tt.
Find myself vry calm leh..im hardly like tt.

Yesterday was busy sms-ing ppl,then i suddenly remembered tt my hui bao i doing with puilin cute senior.haha.then started to sms her..haha.PlayingYi Zhi Hua with her,but its like i play one sentence,then she play..not the exact duet type.Going her house on 28 nov..haha.so cool.

NAFA exams in 12 days time!!!for me lar,of course..for some ppl,8 days left..wooh..i die liao,cause my fingers in this condition,hais.i think aft 29 nov,my finger will be in coma condition..

Cant wait till DEC!!cause even though im going china,but have CO camp!!!and also my bro is coming back,and im gonna start DIPLOMA lessons with LiuLaoShi!!YAY..i will love the second half of dec..christmas will be coming..wah..4 ppl birthday during tt period of time.
IM BROKE..cant buy anything ex for them.All of them are close ppl leh.HOW???

Have more problems to solve though..i suddenly miss all the happy and precoius moments spent with 1/11.I HATE THE HOLS.
Its like a damn long time when i get tortured.This is worst than last yr.
Cause there is no one beside me,no one replying you when u keep smsing ppl,no one to hug you everytime you see them,no one to cry to..and i cant even meet the person i want to see now!!!

LIFE is beautiful
life IS beautiful.
life is BEAUTIFUL.

This is something taught by my husband..its like very ironic..im dying
Someone pls pls pls reply me..
I want hugs..or a trip to somewhere..or where i can meet her..
BYE.
Leave me alone to die.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

i wrote at 4:44:00 PM for you.

HELO PPL.
Im having fever and chest pains now.
AND IM BROKE!!!
Just spent $60 on stupid sweater.
NOT FOR ME.
FOR MY STUPID RELATIVES!!!
Argh..bet they throw away lor..
Okay,i dunwan prac erhu liao..
I prac like 5-6 hours a day..and somemore must put in 101% of concentration.
FYI,playing erhu needs stamina.
For me lar,cause i must keep breathing and i play with energy.
Gtg liao..
And for 111 ppl,the LA books can be bought from Kinokuniya or
you can rent it from Sans Bookshop,
Or buy it from Prologue at ION.
HAHA
BYES.

Friday, November 13, 2009

i wrote at 2:07:00 PM for you.

Just changed the skin..
Rather simple,but i like it.
Simplicity is what i want.
Hope you guys like it..
still havent edit finish yet..
But i will try to finish it ASAP.
If u want me to add something,just leave a msg and i will change it.
Thanks.

i wrote at 12:35:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl..im back from Osaka..
The place was not bad,but my mood was bad.
They just keep trying to make me as angry as possible??
I HATE IT.
They blame everything on me,and i have to forgive them.
This makes no sense.
Argh...my mum was sick,the i had my insomnia again...then i had to take care of her when she kinda felt sick..OMG LOR.her temperature is like 36.9,then she say she have fever..
AND I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF HER.
When i was sick,did u ppl even care??
NO RIGHT.
So i should not care abt u then..
But i just cant make myself do it.
Cause i love you.

Argh..during these few days in Osaka..
I missed some ppl..
ALOT ALOT ALOT.
Cause u ppl are my family..
I miss my huiyuan husband,
Yee Xien Daughter,
ZhiXin son,
Sally the second husband
Vivian(dunno what position she is)
And LiLaoShi..

I MISS THEM CHAO ALOT..
I THINK OF THEM EVERYDAY,EVERY HOUR,EVERY MINUTE,
EVERY SECOND.
See,i love u ppl.

Ok,let me start on what happened today.
Early in the morning cannot wake up,
cause i 48 hours dint sleep,
yesterday ultra super tired.
I MET HU JIN TAO TODAY!!!!!
REAL LIFE!!!
Omg lor..he was like so near to me..
I WAS BLUSHING!!(dunn why)
haha..he looks okay lar..same as i see him on tv.
His wife also okay..
And there were this gang of reporters staring at me,
and vivian and zhixin.
HAHA.
Hope to see myself on tv/mag/papers if possible.
We kept smiling into the camera
HAHA.
The whole thing was great,
MR HU waved at us..(maybe)
And he seemed very friendly..
YAY!!
But he stayed for a very short time only..
around one hour.
BUT IT WAS STILL VERY HISTORICAL.
The car he sat damn cool..
and all the polices..
and all the ministers and China officials..
SO COOL!!!!!
Although today is friday and a 13th,
But it was the best day this month..
YAY!!!

Back to some other stuffs..
I DUNWAN GO CHINA!!!
Cause i will miss my family AGAIN,
and i cant go CO,
AND I WILL DIE!!!!
Like u noe,suffer alot and die..
I HATE MY RELATIVES.
Some lar,not all.
I HATE ONE OF THEM ESPECIALLY!!
I HATE HER UNTIL I CAN WAN TO KILL HER.
Or maybe if she die,i will laugh..
Told you i was a cold hearted person.
CAUSE SHE INSULTS ME AND BULLY ME..
AND SHE TRIED TO MENTALLY KILL ME.

I will be missing my family damn alot..
When i go china..
HAIZ.

YAY...my bro is coming back!!
But i will be at CO camp at tt time..
So sad..i want him back ASAP..
I MISS HIM ALOT..

Ok,another thing i need to post.
NAFA Grade 9 Erhu Exams...
Im totally freaking out..
cause i still damn suck in Lan Hua Hua.
ARGH!!!
and i cant memorise the last 2 lines of the piece..
CAUSE ITS JUST TOO LONG.
But the examiner will nv test it...
But still,i must get ready.
JIAYOU PPL FOR ALL UR EXAMS!!
jiayou sally for ur NAFA dizi exams..
BDCO ppl for their diplomas..
Cheryl Ong yu Ting for her grade 8 NUS exams..
My fellow batchmates for NUS exams..
Carina,YuShan,Puilin for NAFA exams..
JIAYOU PPL!!!
Set ur goals high but realistic,
and its not tt hard..
just think tt you are practicing..
and be confident..

I JUST HATE IT WHEN THEY DONT TRUST ME.
I will try my very best to get 94++..
and get in HSC.
But just believe me,will you?
i dont prac doesnt mean i dont like,or i give up.
it just means tt i need to rest..
Just trust me,and i will bring you great results..
I hate it when u ppl mock at me,
laugh at me..
It is causing my heart to break..

Just realise tt i posted sooooo much..
BYES!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

i wrote at 3:14:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl.I will not be blogging from today to next wednesday,cause i will be overseas.
So i shall post abt today...
Today is like a damn emo day...LiLaoShi was like act happy(very obvious),and i cant believe she wanted to thank me...Seriously,i not good in this being a leader thing,and she said i was responsible and very good,and said alot of stuffs tt made me very very touched..ad she said she keep scolding me..i was like..where got??But in the end, still hugged her.
Like seriously.
Although during CO camp and pracs she will still be coming,but the loss in my heart is so big..now my heart feels like damn empty..i feel lost and the world is just so unfair.
I like suffering now,and someone is just here to help me,then now she is leaving..WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR???!!!
Omg lor..i today so damn emo,then later still need to go erhu lesson,then go airport liao..then i cant be sms-ing her and my husband??!!!
HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE????
ARGH!!
Someone pls help me..im dying..
I WANT HER BACK!!!
I LOVE LILAOSHI AND MY HUSBAND(HUIYUAN) FOREVER!!!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i wrote at 6:39:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl...
I damn long nv blog liao..
Here to post my results..
Lang Arts-B3(69/100)
Chinese-A2(73/100)
Maths-A2(72/100)
Science-B3(65/100)
Humanities-B3(65/100)
Msg:2.67
Damn sucky...argh...my fingers are hurting..
I gtg liao..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

i wrote at 2:31:00 PM for you.

OMG...until now,this is only my sec time getting praised from Shen LS.DAMN DAMN DAMN RARE!!!Ok,its either my skills too lan,or her standard too high.
AND I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE THE SCO T SHIRT!!!!
NOT NICE ONE.
So bluey...eww..
But anw,i got praised for playing very fast,and accurate with al the probs in my head...Dunno why i suddenly pro in lanhuhua...although b4 EOYS,i suck in it.
Seriously until now,i wondered why she even praised me.my fingers damn pain,then i nv even rou xian lor..She today standard low issit??treat me so nice for wat...
I CANT ACCEPT TT!!!
Seriously,if u ppl think tt u r the most unlucky person cause u have such a parent or what so ever,just try to forgive and understand them!!!
ISSIT REALLY TT HARD??!!
Omg..u just spoilt my day..
I HATE U.
ARGH.
Why must u say tt to me??
Ur probs are really not tt big u noe..
Forget it,you wont even listen to me.
I HATE U.

Friday, October 23, 2009

i wrote at 5:28:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl.
Im so so so so emo...like hell...I WANT TO DIE ALR!!!
I so weak until i having fever,and im atinglike a zombie cause i dint sleep yesterday.
Like OMG.
I HATE LIFE AFT EOYS!!!
Cause all i do is prac erhu and read book.
Oh ya,NAFA just gave me the letter.
My exam date is on 27 November 2009,4.44pm,admission no. 267.
And high score concert on 29 November,im doing everything to perform!!!
So if i really do,pls come support me.
I DIE DIE MUST PERFORM!!
So im going to keep practicing until i master the pieces..
Good.
And now im hoping for Diploma next yr.
Cause if im not wrong,LiuLaoShi will be teaching me.
Shh..
Suppose to be a secret..
HAHA.
THAT MADE ME DAMN HAPPY.
I ALMOST WANTED TO SCREAM!!!
YES!!!
Ok,now im mad...
I have been eating Panadol and hugging my bolster...
and trying to put towel on my forehead...
cause im fainting very soon...
YES,i black out alot of times liao..
OMG.
I GTG.
BYE

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

i wrote at 11:29:00 AM for you.

Ok...helos again..
I should not be blogging,but just came to see whether the ans for Chinese are out.
And obviously its not.
Nvm.
I think LiLaoShi gorgot abt it.
Crap!!!!
TOMO IS EOYS!!!!!
Ok..i cant breathe...i start to mug LA from 6am..to now..which obviously im not.
But its very cruel to do 2 unseen prose and one compre...
And read the whole LA notebook for the one millionth time..
DAMN CRAPPY.
AT least my HuiYuan is cheering me up..
Hehe..
Anyways,i finished writing all my index cards!!!and i even bought another stack cause i need them for physics..now i finished like 6 cards..the rest are for the chinese debate aft EOYS..
I just digged through all the cupbaords,and i found my bro's french textbooks and JOHN GRISHAM BOOKS!!!!
Ok,practically i screamed..like screamed..
Cause i noe my HuiYuan is in love with tt John guy,and i did nothing to it.
Nvm..but his books are really nice..
And i plan to learn french using my bro's textbook and with the help of my HuiYuan and ZhiXin aft EOYs...
See, this is what u do when u r damn bored and u cant do anything aft EOYs..
Wait,i will be going to Plaza Singapura first..
Cause Times is having 20% discount for members...ME!!!
Good..i shall go chiong and buy My sisters keeper,Tempted(if its out),and some random books if i see tt its nice...

Omg..i just blogged for 5 mins...gtg...and continue mugging..
JIAYOU MY DEAREST MURONG AND ALL MY 111 CLASSMATES AND JIAYOU AVER!!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

i wrote at 11:11:00 AM for you.

Ok,i just realised tt this was my 400th post!!!
Ok,im actually not suppose to blog..but i just decided to blog every single day when i use com.
And im gonna change my blogskin these few days although EOYs are coming.
Cause im mugging too muchand i need to slack abit inorder to work better.
Hehe.
Today im in a very good mood!!
Although yesterday got scolded for nothing..
我问心无愧。
Yada Yada...
Seriously dont want EOY to end...
Cause now im keeping myself as busy as possible to not think of others,
Then EOY end...
I DIE!!!
DIE.
DIE
DIE.
How Pathetic..
i want myself to always be damn busy..busy until im like a busy bee...
Yestrday HuiYuan assured me tt she and LiLaoShi and Liulaoshi will definitely believe in me..
I so touched can..
Thks HUIYUAN!
Ok,gtg..go find some nice blogskins..

Saturday, October 10, 2009

i wrote at 10:48:00 AM for you.

Helo ppl...from today onwards i wont be blogging anymore until 21 October, cause EOYs are coming...
Ok,shall list my goals for eoys here:
LA-A2/B3
CLC-A1
Math-A1
Science-A2
Comb. Humanities-A1

Msg: less then 2.5
Ok,seriously,im under alot alot of stress until i wanna die alr.
After eoys, im gonna change my blogskin to another nature one.
I LOVE NATURE!
Ok,im mad..
I dont really wish for days aft EOY.
It will be worse..
Like when everyone is at somewhere with their friends,
im stuck at home reading/prac erhu.
How Pathetic.
Oh,Jiayou to my darlings Huiyuan,YeeXien,Sally,Vivian and Zhixin.

Yesterday during CLC we had this debating thing..
AND WE WON!!!
Ok,and i was being forced to debate when it wasnt me.
ARGH.
But at least i debated with my husband!!
Quite cool leh,but sound like we arguing.
in the end, Celeste,Huiyuan,vivian and me got in.
To compete with 106 ppl aft eoys..
I really hope we will win!!!

YES!this sun and next sun no need go erhu lessons!!
Damn happy..haha..i shou4 bu4 liao3 the tr alr..
Wanna change tr ASAP..

Ok,gtg now..will not be using com..
And JIAYOU 111 FOR EOYS!!!!
Stay optimistic and always remember tt you have done ur best!

Friday, October 2, 2009

i wrote at 3:57:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl...today is the emo friday. Every friday is a emo day to me...like last friday cry like hell,today also. I totally brokedown...seems like i have too high hopes liao..and i misunderstood them...But still, i try to forgive them no matter how much they hurt me mentally ad physically...
But still, i must thank Mdm Lee and LiLaoshi...they are such great trs that touched me from the deepest of my heart. And thks to my husband(Huiyuan),daughter(YeeXien),Sally,ZhiXin and vivian. you guys are so great in helping me, esp HUIYUAN!!!

These few days the newspaper keep having SYCO audition the advertisement...make me so tempted and keep emotional breakdown. Damn sucky...i dunwan to hear a word abt SYCO audition liao...cause it is severly causing me pain in my heart...my heart shattered...

Saturday, September 26, 2009

i wrote at 11:09:00 AM for you.

Erms..hi ppl. im feeling terrible. but i still have to blog about yesterday!!!
Yesterday night was a DAMN GOOD DAY!!!
Ok, i 6.30 met nycoxyz, then we went to this pathetic food court tt sold nothing but malay food. I just drink soy bean bean tt almost made me vomited...not tt its not nice lar...
Reached SCH at around 7.40pm...i saw my relative!!!!HELL..luckily i nv turn back, or else i directly face him lor...somemore i saw SYCO audition posters...so shitty..i already give up,then chao lot of temptations all coming to me..life sucks..
Then in the concert hall..i was just turning and looking for tt relative lar,but guess who i saw??!!!I SAW LIULAOSHI!!!!ok..i was hyperventilating!!!haha...
The concert not bad lar...the encore piece was the nicest!!!!!and i got the autograph of the conductor...then LiuLaoShi gotalk to me for sooo long...shall not mention what he tok abt...bye..i gtg now..having fever again

Thursday, September 24, 2009

i wrote at 4:15:00 PM for you.

Helo ppl, im very sick now...serious sleeping disorders, emotional breakdown, and im having moodswings...like i suddenly will be damn rude or something...and i kinda did that to someone yesterday...

I tomo then can go see doctor.
Now having fever again.
I change the Panadol to the Actifast one liao...
And i force myself to eat something cause panadol must eat with food.
BUT>>>>i vomited it out..like seriously..damn disgusting..
ARGH!!
Ok, tuesday wrote the compo about LiuLaoShi...
And he seems happy tt i wrote about him..
YAY.
Im doing HE now..and just now we made snowskin mooncakes.
VERY EASY TO MAKE.
Ok, i shall not post anymore..cause i no energy to post liao.